hi tec-c crisis + some misc..

I'm starting to wonder why they don't sell HI TEC-C pens in the states.
I've been lurking around the web to see if I could buy some colors (since the ones I brought from Korea last summer are rapidly disappearing...) and... well, no process..
I've asked my dad to send me some pens from Korea and got a nice reject.
He hates it when I start to fill my notes or planners with colors and get a big obsession with decorating the pages rather than keeping good notes..
I tried to contact my mom... but she's always home and it's dangerous to go out on her own (since she's almost blind after her surgery) to buy some pens..
So, I got one from my roommate.. and I'm living on that for now..
If I go back to Korea this summer, I should buy a whole box set of HI TEC-C's..
American pens.. well yeah, they're good and almost never poop ink.. but the .4 HTCs are irresistible necessities in life. T_T)


- W E D N E S D A Y -

I've had a very very bad day on Wednesday.
I woke up late, went to my 9:10 class late, slipped in front of 150ish people, froze in the slipped position for about 5 seconds before a friend asked if i were okay (and I wasn't!!!!!!!!!!!!!T_T).., the professor couldn't hold back her laughter and was snorting while I rushed to an empty seat, left my notes at home for my 10:35 class, made stupid mistakes all over my Japanese quiz, Japanese class ended a lot later than usual.. so was late for work, my supervisor asked me to push my shift 30 minutes late if i were to be 5~10 minutes late everyday I work, I messed up the system, I slipped again, was eating during work and got caught by my other supervisor -_-;;, I deducted a $32.00 fee for my friend (half intentionally, half by mistakenly) which I'm never suppose to do, I somehow got a warning from my supervisor about how I worked, work ended late, ate a whole lot at home, didn't get my homework finished.. and slept with makeup on.

So, yeah...... Wednesday was a hard day for me.
Jeez..... hope it never happens again.



* - H A M A S A K I & A M U R O -*

Amuro, well not much to say.. I've been a huge fan of hers since I can remember (almost 11years..) so she's good. perfect =) I still love her
Hamasaki.. I was kind of forced to like her from the beginning, when Amuro suddenly married Sam and Hamasaki made a debut when Amuro's spot was empty.. My best friend made a fan club for Ayumi (It's one of the oldest ones in Korea =D), I got involved as a staff, and have had my foot in there for 8-some years..

SO..
these two are basically the only two Japanese celebs that are still in my interest zone. I was watching Amuro's concert and Ayumi's annual concerts the other day, and started to wonder..
OMG, these girls are sooooooo thin and how can they shout, dance, sing, run around in high heels, stay energized for 2 or more hours.. I mean for a whole tour? And... uh.. they're 29, 30 years old..
My spirit gets drained out if i have to run across college walk on heels, but these two are amazing.
is it the sushi? I wish I had that energy in me =/ so I could run around and save time, study with fire sparking from my eyes, yell around while I'm working and (maybe?) work out??
Big cheers for wondergirls - Amuro and Ayumi~ yay!!